I’ve picked up my horn again, after a long layoff. I have the ambition to try to play it as if I were singing. I’m wondering whether it is possible to play with little or no consciousness of what note I’m playing, or what key I’m playing in. I’d like to try to play as nearly as possible as if I were producing the sound by singing.
I’ve been practicing along with recordings, or with my wife while she sings and plays guitar. That works fairly well some of the time. I don’t do nearly as well if I’m playing without the crutch of having music to follow. I’m thinking that my extreme left-brain beginning with clarinet really screwed me up for playing by ear, so I gave up reading music some time ago. I used to try to identify the key that the tune was in, and then drill on the scale a bit before trying to play the tune, but that strikes me as a bit too left-brain. Now I just want to play. I’m thinking that if I play with recordings for awhile, and get fairly facile with that, then perhaps I can eventually get myself to shunt into right brain mode whenever I pick up the horn, and I may be able to find the notes without having to follow someone else. At present, I go into a weak trance when I’m playing by following someone else. If I could substitute the weak trance for a stronger trance, and then do it without following, I think I’d have it. Is that possible to do? Are any of you able to play as if you were singing, without thinking about notes or fingerings?